Lets Be Honest

Lets Be Honest.

ONE- I am 20 years old and I feel like I should be a bit more excited for my 21st.


"I am internet Stalked"

TWO- I have had 1,296 Pageviews on my myspace.. and it is a new account. All of my videos on youtube have been getting insane amounts of views. (For me.. It's alot) And it doesnt even really bother me. I think it is funny. Because I know of at least one person that is obsessed with me.

Which leads me to my next thing.

THREE -There is a girl that for some odd reason makes herself come off like she WANTS TO BE ME. She copies my hair.. Does what I do. Ect. (You know the whole stalker thing) And honestly that doesnt bother me either. I am flattered.


FOUR- I don't really trust anyone anymore. I have some friends I have always wondered about, but I don't think I really wanted to believe that they were untrustworthy... And if they don't get it by now that I am talking about them.. then... wow.

FIVE- I hate that I am an adult and by law I am held responsible for my own actions. I hated it when I turned 18. And I hate it now. I would give anything to be 16 again.

SIX- I like to fight. It's my dirty secret. Even if I can't win.. I love the rush.

SEVEN- I couldn't and still can't hit someone I care about. I have to really dislike the person to get in an actual physical fight with them.

EIGHT- I love to wrestle... but I'm always scared I will get to rough.

NINE- I fall in love with anime characters, and characters from books and movies.

TEN- Harsh words from loved ones still affect me, but when people I don't really care about talk badly of me.. It doesnt bother me at all.