FML

I got a phone finally! But last night I drank a whole bottle of wine to myself. And lost my phone battery. Then to top that off Ein chewed the back of it. I can't find my battery anywhere. Work sucked today.

All I have had to eat is two sausage links and a piece of bread ... I am just to damn depressed to eat. Work was horrible today. I miss my family. I am so homesick it isn't funny. I don't know what I am doing with my life anymore. I am just really upset.

Last night I guess I stayed on the phone with Tyler until like 4am. Then Aaron flipped out because he thought I had taken pills or something and drank. So he told his mom... that didn't go over well. She JUST woke up, It was 4am. And I HAD to make it worse by saying.. "Yeah I drank the whole fucking bottle so what?"

Then I continued to blow off at the mouth by saying "Fuck.. fuckk.. fuckkk."
And "I WILL GO TO FUCKING BED!"

Really.. I don't even know why I drank so much. I didn't really think it was that big of a deal. I was having a good time. It made me happy. Even if I was drinking alone. I am hoping that Aarons old phone battery will work in my phone. I don't want to have to buy a whole new phone if the battery is more expensive than what I paid for the phone.. then I am going to have too...